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Released in 1995

These Days
Track Listing:
1.Hey God
2.Something for The Pain
3.This Ain't A Love Song
4.These Days
5.Lie To Me
6.Damned
7.My Guitar Lies Bleeding in My Arms
8.(It's Hard) Letting You Go
9.Hearts Breaking Even
10.Something To Believe In
11.If Thats what It Takes
12.Diamond Ring
13.Bitter Wine
 


1. HEY GOD

Hey God, I'm just a little man got a wife and family
But I almost lost the house, Yeah I bought into the dream

We're barely holding on when I'm in way too deep

We're two paychecks away from living out on the streets

She's a workin' single mom, like a Saint she don't complain
She never says a word, but she thinks that she's to blame

Her son just got convicted, he blew some punk away

She did her best to raise him, but the world got in the way

Hey God - Tell me what the hell is going on
Seems like all the good shit's gone

It keeps on getting harder hanging on

Hey God, there's nights you know I want to scream

These days you're even harder to believe

I know how busy you must be, but Hey God....

Do you ever think about me

Born into ghetto in 1991, just a happy child
Playing beneath the summer sun

A vacant lots' his playground, by 12 he's got a gun

The odds are bet against him, junior don't make 21

Hey God - Tell me what the hell is going on
Seems like all the good shit's gone

It keeps on getting harder hanging on

Hey God, there's nights you know I want to scream

These days you're even harder to believe

I know how busy you must be, but Hey God....

Do you ever think about me

I'd get down on my knees, I'm going to try this thing your way
Seen a dying man too proud to beg spit on his own grave

Was he too gone to save?

Did you even know his name?

Are you the one to blame, I got something to say

Hey God - Tell me what the hell is going on
Seems like all the good shit's gone

It keeps on getting harder hanging on

Hey God, there's nights you know I want to scream

These days you're even harder to believe

I know how busy you must be, but Hey God....

Do you ever think about me
 


2. SOMETHING FOR THE PAIN

Happiness, it's been no friend to me
But forever after ain't what it's all cracked up to be

Yeah, I had a taste, you were my fantasy

But I lost my faith when I hit reality

I don't need no Guru to tell me what to do

When you feeling like a headline on yesterday's news

Come on , Come on, Come on
Give me something for the pain

Give me something for the blues

Give me something for the pain when I feel I've been danglin' from

A hang-man's noose

Give me something for the pain

Give me something I can use

To get me through the night

Make me feel all right, something like you

Loneliness has found a home in me
My suitcase and guitar are my only family

I've tried to need someone, like they needed me

I opened up my heart but all I did was bleed

I don't need no lover, just to get screwed

They don't make a bandage that is going to cover my bruise

Come on , Come on, Come on
Give me something for the pain

Give me something for the blues

Give me something for the pain when I feel I've been danglin' from

A hang-man's noose

Give me something for the pain

Give me something I can use

To get me through the night

Make me feel all right, something like you

Pull me under (help I'm falling)
Run through my veins (night is calling)

To a place (feels like I'm flying)

Where I feel no pain (Christ - I'm dying)

Be the pillow under my head

Give me cover when I'm in my bed

Take me higher than I've ever been

Take me down and back again

Come to me, be my disguise

Open your coat, let me crawl inside

Come on, Come on, Come on

Come on , Come on, Come on
Give me something for the pain

Give me something for the blues

Give me something for the pain when I feel I've been danglin' from

A hang-man's noose

Give me something for the pain

Give me something I can use

To get me through the night

Make me feel all right, something like you

Come on , Come on, Come on
Give me something for the pain

Give me something for the blues

Give me something for the pain when I feel I've been danglin' from

A hang-man's noose

Give me something for the pain

Give me something I can use

To get me through the night

Make me feel all right, something like you
 


3. THIS AIN'T A LOVE SONG

I should have seen it coming when the roses died
Should have seen the end of summer in your eyes

I should have listened when you said good night

You really meant good bye

Baby ain't it funny how you never ever learn to fall
You're really on your knees when you think you're standing tall

But only fools are know-it-alls and I've played that fool for you

I cried and cried every night
There were nights that I died for you baby

I tried and I tried to deny it that your love drove me crazy baby

If the love that I got for you is gone
If the river I've cried ain't that long

Then I'm wrong yeah I'm wrong

This ain't a love song

Baby I thought you and me would
Stand the test of time

Like we got away with the perfect crime

But we were just a legend in my mind

I guess that I was blind

Remember those nights dancing at the masquerade
The clowns wore smiles that wouldn't fade

You and I were the renegades some things never change

It made me so mad 'cause I wanted it bad for us baby
And now it's so sad that whatever we had

Ain't worth saving oh oh oh

If the love that I've got for you is gone

If the river I've cried ain't that long

Then I'm wrong yes I'm wrong

This ain't a love song

If the pain that I'm feeling so strong
Is the reason  that I'm holding on

Then I'm wrong yeah I'm wrong

This ain't a love song

I cried and I cried every night
There were nights that I died for you baby

I tried and I tried to deny it that

Your love drove me crazy

If the love that I got for you is gone
If the river I cried ain't that long

Then I'm wrong yeah I'm wrong

This ain't a love song

Then I'm wrong yeah I'm wrong
This ain't a love song

oh oh oh no no
 


4. THESE DAYS

I was walking around, just a face in the crowd
Trying to keep myself out of the rain

Saw a vagabond king wear a styrofoam crown

Wondered if I might end up the same

There's a man out on the corner, singing old songs about change

Everybody got their cross to bare, these days

She came looking for some shelter with a suitcase full of dreams
To a motel room on the boulevard

I guess she's trying to be James Dean

She's seen all the disciples and all the wanna be's

No one wants to be themselves these days

Still there's nothing to hold on to but these days

These days - the stars seem out of reach
These days - there ain't a ladder on these streets

These days - are fast, love don't last in this graceless age

There ain't anybody left but but us these days

Jimmy shoes busted both his legs, trying to learn to fly
From a second story window, he just jumped and closed his eyes

His mamma said he was crazy - he said mamma "I've got to try"

Don't you know that all my heroes died

And I guess I'd rather die than fade away

These days - the stars seem out of reach
But these days - there ain't a ladder on the streets

These days - are fast, nothing lasts in this graceless age

Even innocence has caught the midnight train

And there ain't anybody left but but us these days

I know Rome's still burning
Though the times have changed

This world keeps turning round and round and round and round

These days

These days - the stars seem out of reach
But these days - there ain't a ladder on the streets

These days - are fast, nothing lasts in this graceless age

Even innocence has caught the midnight train

And there ain't anybody left but but us these days

These days - the stars seem out of reach
These days - there ain't a ladder on the streets

These days - are fast, nothing lasts in this graceless age

There ain't no time to waste

There ain't anybody left to take the blame

And there ain't anybody left but but us these days

There ain't anybody left but but us these days
 


5. LIE TO ME

Rumour has it that your daddy's coming down
He's gonna pay the rent

Tell me baby, is this as good as life is gonna get

It feels like there is a stranger standing in these shoes

But, I know I can't lose me, 'cause then I'd be losing you

I know I promised baby
I would be the one to make our dreams come true

I ain't too proud of all the struggles

And the hard times we've been through

When this cold world comes between us

Please tell me you'll be brave

'Cause I can realize the danger when forgiveness fades away
If you don't love me - lie to me

'Cause baby you're the one thing I believe

Let it all fall down around us, if that's what's meant to be

Right now if you don't love me baby - lie to me

Pour another cup of coffee, babe I got something to say to you
I ain't got the winning ticket

Not the one that's gonna pull us through

No one said it'd be easy, let your old man take you home

But know if you walk out on me

That darling, I'd be gone

If you don't love me - lie to me
'Cause baby you're the one thing I believe

Let it all fall down around us, if that's what's meant to be

Right now if you don't love me baby - lie to me

Baby - I can take it

It's a bitch, but life's a roller coaster ride
The ups and downs will make you scream sometimes

It's hard believing that the thrill is gone

But we got to go around again, so let's hold on

If you don't love me - lie to me
'Cause baby you're the one thing I believe

Let it all fall down around us, if that's what's meant to be

Right now if you don't love me baby - lie to me, lie to me

Baby I can take it

C'mon lie to me.....
 


6. DAMNED

I'm lying here beside you
In someone else's bed

Knowing what were doing's wrong

But better left unsaid

Your breathing sounds like screaming, it's all that I can stand
His ring is on your finger, but my heart is in your hands

Damned if you love me - Damned if you don't
It's getting harder holding on, but I can't let you go

Damned if you don't need me, Damned if you do

God , I wish it wasn't me standing in these shoes

Damned, Damned

A door slams like a shotgun, you jump up to your feet
But it's just the wind blowing through the secrets that we keep

Made me want to want you, God knows I need to need you

By the time the love is over, I'll be sleeping on the streets

Damned if you love me - Damned if you don't
It's getting harder holding on, but I can't let you go

Damned if you don't need me, Damned if you do

God , I wish it wasn't me standing in these shoes

Why won't you talk to me ?  Because I'm too blind to see
Why won't you look at me ?  Because I'm afraid to breathe

What do you want from me ?  All that I can stand

The lies are on my tongue and I can't turn back I know

The soul is Damned

Don't worry
I ain't gonna call you or hear you say my name

And if you see me on the street, don't wave just walk away

Our lives are getting twisted, let's keep our stories straight

The more that I resist it, my temptation turns to fate

Damned if you love me - Damned if you don't
It's getting harder holding on, but I can't let you go

Damned if you don't need me, Damned if you do

God , I wish it wasn't me standing in these shoes

Damned , Damned

Damned if you love me - Damned if you don't
It's getting harder holding on, but I can't let you go

Damned if you don't need me, Damned if you do

God , I wish it wasn't me standing in these shoes

Damned , Damned
 


7. MY GUITAR LIES BLEEDING IN MY ARMS

Misery likes company, I like the way that sounds
I've been trying to find the meaning, so I can write it down

Staring out the window, it's such a long way down

I'd like to jump, but I'm afraid to hit the ground

I can't write a love song the way I feel today
I can't sing no song of hope, I got nothing to say

Life is feeling kind of strange, since you went away

I sing this song to wherever you are,

As my guitar lies bleeding in my arms

I'm tired of watching TV, it makes me want to scream
Outside the world is burning, man it's so hard to believe

Each day you know you're dying from the cradle to the grave

I get so numb sometimes, that I can't feel the pain

I can't write a love song the way I feel today
I can't sing no song of hope, I got nothing to say

Life is feeling kind of strange, since you went away

I sing this song to wherever you are,

As my guitar lies bleeding in my arms

Staring at the paper, I don't know what to write
I'll have my last cigarette-well, turn out the lights

Maybe tomorrow I'll feel a different way

But here is my delusion, I don't know what to say

I can't write a love song the way I feel today
I can't sing no song of hope, I got nothing to say

And I can't fight the feelings, that are burning in my veins

I send this song to wherever you are,

As my guitar lies bleeding

I can't write a love song the way I feel today
I can't sing no song of hope, There's no one left to save

And I can't fight the feelings, buried in my brains

I send this song to wherever you are,

As my guitar lies bleeding in my arms

As my guitar lies bleeding in my arms

As my guitar lies bleeding in my arms
 


8. (IT'S HARD) LETTING YOU GO

It ain't no fun lying down to sleep
And there ain't no secrets left for me to keep

I wish the stars up in the sky would all just call in sick

And the clouds would take the moon out on some one-way trip

I drove all night down streets that wouldn't bend
But somehow they drove me back here once again

To the place I lost at love, and the place I lost my soul

I wish I'd just burn down this place that we called home

It would all have been so easy

If you'd only made me cry

And told me how you're leaving me

To some organ grinder's lullaby

It's hard, so hard - It's tearing out my heart
It's hard letting you go

Now the sky, it shines a different kind of blue
And the neighbor's dog don't bark like he used to

Well, me, these days

I just miss you - It's the nights that I go insane

Unless you're coming back

For me, that's one thing I know that won't change

It's hard, so hard - It's tearing out my heart
It's hard letting you go

Now sone tarot card shark said I'll draw you a heart
And we'll find you somebody else new

But I've made my last trip to those carnival lips

When I bet all that I had on you

It's hard, it's hard, it's hard, so hard
It's hard letting you go

It's hard, so hard - It's tearing out my heart

But it's hard letting you go
 


9. HEARTS BREAKING EVEN

It's been a cold, cold, cold, cold night tonight
And I can't get you off my mind

God knows I've tried

Did I throw away the best part of my life

When I cut you off, did I cut myself with the same damn knife

Hide my tears in the pouring rain, had my share of hurt and pain

Don't say my name, run away, cause it's all in vain

My hearts breaking even, now there's no use we even try
Hey I cried, Yeah I died, Hell I almost died

Don't got a reason, let's just fold the cards and say good-bye

It's all right, just two hearts breaking even tonight

It's been a long, long, long time
Since I've had your love here in my hands

We didn't understand it, we couldn't understand it

But, nothing's fair in love and hate

You lay it all down and walk away , before it's too late

We danced all night as the music played

The sheets got tangled in the mess we made

There in the stains , we remain,

No one left to blame

My hearts breaking even, now there's no use we even try
Hey I cried, Yeah I died, Hell I almost died

Don't got a reason, let's just fold the cards and say good-bye

It's all right, just two hearts breaking even tonight

Go on, get on with your life, Yeah - I'll get on with mine
Broken hearts can't call the cops, yeah it's the perfect crime

Twisting and turning the night keeps me yearning

I'm burning alive

I'm paying the price again

But I'll see the light again

My hearts breaking even, now there's no use we even try
Hey I cried, Yeah I died, Hell I almost died

Don't got a reason, let's just fold the cards and say good-bye

It's all right, just two hearts breaking even tonight
 


10. SOMETHING TO BELIEVE IN

I lost all faith in my God, in his religion too
I told the angels they could sing their songs to someone new

I lost all trust in my friends, I watched my heart turn to stone

I thought that I was left to walk this wicked world alone

Tonight I'll dust myself off
Tonight I'll suck my gut in

I'll face the night and I'll pretend

I got something to believe in

And I had lost touch with reason
I watched life criticize the truth

Been aiting for a miracle

I know you have too

Though I know I won't win
I'll take this one on the chin

We'll raise a toast and I'll pretend

I got something to believe in

If I don't believe in Jesus, how can I believe the Pope
If I don't believe in heroin, how can I believe the dope

If there's nothing but survival, how can I believe in sin

In a world that gives you nothing, we need something to believe in.

If I don't believe in Jesus, how can I believe the Pope
If I don't believe in heroin, how can I believe the dope

If there's nothing but survival, how can I believe in sin

In a world that gives you nothing, we need something to believe in.


11. IF THAT'S WHAT IT TAKES

I played the part of a broken heart upon a shelf
I played that part so lonely and so well

Thought that love belonged to someone else not me and you

Yeah, I know that you've been shattered , you been bruised

We both know what it feels like when you lose

But I'd bet my life on the roll of the dice for you

If that's what it takes, that's what I'd do
Tonite 's the night, I'm gonna prove it to you

Do I have to break down, baby just to break through

If that's what it takes, that's what I'd do

If that's what it takes...

I bet you counted all the tears I bet you've cried
I bet you swore you'd never let love back inside

'Cause it hurt you way too bad to say good-bye

Now, there'll be times when I might put us to the test

And it's hard for broken hearts to just forget

But I'm driving blind, I'll lay it all on the line for you

If that's what it takes, that's what I'd do
Tonite 's the night, I'm gonna prove it to you

Do I have to break down, baby just to break through

If that's what it takes, that's what I'd do

If that's what it takes...

So, when you feel like jumping,
Just when your heart starts pumpking

When  you're standing out on that ledge-staring over the edge

I'll be there to talk you down, I'll be there before you hit the ground

If that's what it takes, that's what I'd do
Tonite 's the night, I'm gonna prove it to you

Do I have to break down, baby just to break through

If that's what it takes, that's what I'd do

If that's what it takes...

If that's what it takes, that's what I'd do
If we take the time to do it right, I know we'll pull through

If it took all my life, I'd prove it to you

If that's what it takes, that's what I'd do

If that's what it takes...
 


12. DIAMOND RING

Diamond ring, wear it on your hand
It's gonna tell the world, I'm your only man

Diamond ring, diamond ring

Baby, you're my everything, diamond ring

Red, red rose brought it home to you
Blood red rose, tells me that you're true

Red, red rose, blood-red rose

Like a fire inside that grows, blood-red rose

When you're hungry, I will fill you up
When you're thirsty, drink out of my loving cup

When you're crying, I'll be the tears for you

There is nothing that I wouldn't do for you

 

When you're hungry, I will fill you up

When you're thirsty, drink out of my loving cup

When you're crying, I'll be the tears for you

There is nothing that I wouldn't do for you

You know, I bleed every night you sleep
'Cause I don't know if I'm in your dreams

I want to be your everything...

Diamond ring, wear it on your hand
It's gonna tell the world, I'm your only man

Diamond ring, diamond ring

Baby, you're my everything, diamond ring

Darling, you're my everything, diamond ring

Now, you've got me on your string.....Diamond ring
 


13. ALL I WANT IS EVERYTHING

Some 15 year old kid sits on his porch, just half-past noon
Trying to figure out just what he's doing

Why he had to grow up so soon

With all the gangs, all the guns - whatcha gonna learn in school

There's got to be some way out of here

He says: Man, this life is cruel

I knew this Puerto Rican girl who lied to change her life
She changed her name, her face because the grass looked greener

on the other side

She turned her back, she ran away straight into the night

Her friends, her family feel the pain, but she's the one who cries

Tell me what you want
Tell me what you need

I want everything

I've had enough of havin' nothing, I won't take just anything
I got my mind set on something, All I want is everything

It's my life Mr. - I ain't running, I'm no puppet on a string

I want more than I see coming

All I want is everything

All I want is everything

My next door neighbor Donnie, died in his room just the other day
His brother came home, found him dead on the floor with a needle in his vein

Cops came down with a body bag, they said Dannie was a casulaty

I said, All it's about is the boy checked out, he couldn't handle reality

Tell me what you want
Tell me what you need

I want everything

I've had enough of havin' nothing, I won't take just anything
I got my mind set on something, All I want is everything

It's my life Mr. - I ain't running, I'm no puppet on a string

I want more than I see coming

All I want is everything

All I want is everything

Tell me what you want
Tell me what you need

I want everything

I've had enough of havin' nothing, I won't take just anything
I got my mind set on something, All I want is everything

It's my life Mr. - I ain't running, I'm no puppet on a string

I want more than I see coming

All I want is everything

All I want is everything
 


14. BITTER WINE

We met some time ago, when we were almost young
It never crossed my mind to ask, where did you come from ?

I didn't have much money, so I stole you a rose

You were dressed like an orphan, in Salvation Army clothes

I never thought I'd lose you, no, I'd rather go blind
I thought I saw the future, but the fortune teller lied

Your love was my salvation, it could always get me high
What was once holy water, tastes like bitter wine

I know I wasn't funny, but you laughed at all of my jokes
When I was choking on the words to say,

You showed me your finger down my throat

The first night I said I loved you, you told me to go to hell

You were giving me head, on that creeky,

Old bed at the Ol'Duvol Motel

Just like everything, even good love has to die
Ain't no sympathy when it says goodbye

Your love was my salvation, it could always get me high
What was once holy water, tastes like bitter wine

Just like everything, even good love has to die
Ain't no sympathy when it says goodbye, no one even cried

We were one of a kind

One of a kind

Love left me stranded at the station
And the last train's gone by

What was once holy water

Tastes like bitter wine

Your love was my salvation, it could always get me high
You take the bag of holy water

Now all that's left is bitter wine

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